Wednesday, October 5, 2011

im rolling sweets,smoking sours

FML
im super sick
so that means no school
and a ton of catch up work :(
im losing every thing
im so upset.
im ugly has fuck.
never been kissed, never been liked,
never been called pretty
just made fun of.
im to fat
im to ugly
im nothing special
not even close to perfect.
i wish i could see my friends
i wish i was happy
i always thought
when i was 8,9
i get to high school id be pretty
id be popular
all my other friends would be jealous
nope im the ugly duckling has my best friends
get prettier
and more people like them
its a big deal to me
fml
im not worth anyone's trouble
im dirt
dirt is actually
better then me
it can grow weed and pretty flowers
i hate myself more and more
no one cares thow
so im done here.
im done with everything
im on the edge and im so close to jumping.

4 comments:

  1. I CALL YOU PRETTY LIKE EVERY DAY

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  2. YEAH HOTDAMN NICOLE
    YOU ARE LIKE SO PRETTY
    FUUUUU
    I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING BTW
    [I agree with Leah as welll]

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  3. -____-
    Girl, you're so gorgeous so I have no idea what you're talking about.
    Keep your head up, things will get better.
    missyou<3

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