so i dont no excaatly what i agonan write i just no i have a lot on my mind right now.
one. i have really sucky grammar two. i tend to push people away if i love them. three.i tend to be emotinal but is it wrong to actully feel somthing? fourth.i have a really bad past that i dont like to share with people. 5.i love my friends 6.i  get jelous easy 7.i am too controling 8.sometimes i think i wont be missed when im gone. 9. i am a dramma queen but i hate drama 10. im terrifed of to many things
so i am talking to jenni right now and i love her  like i really do she is super trustworthy but i am always pushing her away but i blame everything that is wrong with our friendship on her. but thats a lie its not all her fault  it both of our faults i really wish we culd go back to the old days and stop fighting because  if i keep this up one day shes gonna decide shes done with me. and then il lose her i cant lose her that cant help her i love her i would die with out her. how did this turn into my freakin diary im  not shure but i guess ill use it has a diary from now on
this is really long 

Me duele A TODOS me gusta, ¿por qué hago esto me olvido de los viejos tiempos, te quiero.


love,
nikkole